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Jun. 8th, 2025 08:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
omaewokorosuI've been in a weird sort of mental spiral... A fever dream of extreme anxiety brought on by Nothing mixed with depression brought on by Nothing exasperated by Something. To the point where it's hard for me to function because my brain is completely consumed by depression and anxiety loops that are hard for me to break free from.
there are things that I need to do like get legal shit handled with Egg's estate and for some reason that's caused this huge anxiety spiral that has been all consuming. Like why am I extremely anxious over doing something that wouldn't bother anyone else and wouldn't normally bother me this bad or cause me this much distress? I would just make the appointments or talk to whoever I needed to talk to and get whatever shit handled, handled.
Of course then you add in people trying to give advice. Go to this place, go to that place, have you tried these places??
Anxiety brought on by Nothing now exasperated by Overwhelm mixed with Depression brought on by Nothing exasperated by Something.
I know why I'm in this mental whirlwind. I'll become less of a mess in a week or so...so I will handle all this shit then. When I am a lot less anxious and depressed and overwhelmed.
there are things that I need to do like get legal shit handled with Egg's estate and for some reason that's caused this huge anxiety spiral that has been all consuming. Like why am I extremely anxious over doing something that wouldn't bother anyone else and wouldn't normally bother me this bad or cause me this much distress? I would just make the appointments or talk to whoever I needed to talk to and get whatever shit handled, handled.
Of course then you add in people trying to give advice. Go to this place, go to that place, have you tried these places??
Anxiety brought on by Nothing now exasperated by Overwhelm mixed with Depression brought on by Nothing exasperated by Something.
I know why I'm in this mental whirlwind. I'll become less of a mess in a week or so...so I will handle all this shit then. When I am a lot less anxious and depressed and overwhelmed.
