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So getting that letter I need is going to be a production but I should be able to get it either tomorrow or like. Tuesday. According to Taylor.
So that's good. Hopefully it has all the information that is NEEDED but yeah. YEAH. She had me fill out a form because this come from REGIONAL HQ like holy fuck. All this for a letter to go "yeah they work here but they won't be once they move lol" I have no idea what wording there will even fucking be on this thing but whatever.
also I gotta write a letter MYSELF explaining my work commute and if I will be continuing that or some shit? idk I have to look at it all again. this shit is making my brain spin. thankfully my wife and my bestie Dusty are helping me keep everything straight in my head because they ask this shit even when you're getting a car loan. It's just a general loan thing. and it makes sense of course because they want to make sure if they loan you money you're going to pay them back. Serena has to do the same thing.
She also has to explain why she was late on paying her car note once and why she was late on paying a credit card payment on an account that's been closed for like three years. This was all during lockdown btw when these things happened so like, late fees were waived because everyone was struggle bussing. but these people don't care they gotta look at everything.
like I don't know. why is none of this easy. what are they gonna ask for next, a blood sample? saliva? my firstborn? (that I'll never have)
I went through like. a lot of mental anguish today. suicidal thoughts, "I'm gonna just walk out the door and never come back", "missing people who don't want to be found never are and I won't be"... Yeah. I was a mess today at work, but I am, dare I say, better?
I mean as best as I can be given everything.
IN FUN NEWS yesterday I wrote and posted a fic and then today I finished and posted another one, both are SebastianxFarmer (Reader-Insert) and one is very smutty so. Yeah.
So that's good. Hopefully it has all the information that is NEEDED but yeah. YEAH. She had me fill out a form because this come from REGIONAL HQ like holy fuck. All this for a letter to go "yeah they work here but they won't be once they move lol" I have no idea what wording there will even fucking be on this thing but whatever.
also I gotta write a letter MYSELF explaining my work commute and if I will be continuing that or some shit? idk I have to look at it all again. this shit is making my brain spin. thankfully my wife and my bestie Dusty are helping me keep everything straight in my head because they ask this shit even when you're getting a car loan. It's just a general loan thing. and it makes sense of course because they want to make sure if they loan you money you're going to pay them back. Serena has to do the same thing.
She also has to explain why she was late on paying her car note once and why she was late on paying a credit card payment on an account that's been closed for like three years. This was all during lockdown btw when these things happened so like, late fees were waived because everyone was struggle bussing. but these people don't care they gotta look at everything.
like I don't know. why is none of this easy. what are they gonna ask for next, a blood sample? saliva? my firstborn? (that I'll never have)
I went through like. a lot of mental anguish today. suicidal thoughts, "I'm gonna just walk out the door and never come back", "missing people who don't want to be found never are and I won't be"... Yeah. I was a mess today at work, but I am, dare I say, better?
I mean as best as I can be given everything.
IN FUN NEWS yesterday I wrote and posted a fic and then today I finished and posted another one, both are SebastianxFarmer (Reader-Insert) and one is very smutty so. Yeah.